Hello every one)))New feelings has come! I don’t feel depressed any more! I started to have fun at work again! And from being a girl also ;) Now I’m ready to live on! I’m not thinking of what I could have, I’m thinking of what I will! Does it mean I’m a bitch again? The answer is - YES! In the best meaning of this word)))
Loneliness. Deep loneliness I’ve never felt before… It look’s like I’m in a top of my dream, every one want to work with me. But why doesn’t it feels like victory? Maybe because my best friend now call me to offer me a job… Ehh… Life is hard… Now I don’t know where to go, what to wish… It seems nothing can make me happy. They say time helps. Well I really count on that.Hello, depression.
It started no Wednesday and finished on Sunday morning at eight o’clock. I went to all possible places you can get drunk in 
It started on the greatest PUB ever! It appear to be close to my flat and it’s a place where you can sit in a really good atmosphere with a great public and watch sport games. But the greatest thing about it is that they make there own beer there. I met my old friends and we watched a football game)))
On a next day I went to a club named Opera. I c
an’t say I really like this place but I’ve met my close friend there and it made this night really great. Plus it was the lust night I saw him because he was living the country… I will miss the friendship we had.
The craziness started on a next day when I decided to meet with my other friend to have a drink in a cafe. Then we went to the club name Ray and that was a fatal mistake!!! We've got so drunk there, we end up breakfasting with a shoots of B52 in the after party club)
On a lust day I went on a fashion show at evening and
promise to my self I will go back home after! Well.. I couldn’t go before I would see the “burn” girls dancing naked with a commercial body art on them. That is so typically Russian! I loved it.
The party ended in a morning pub with me, my friend and some guys wee just met comparing our fists… I couldn’t stand up from the bed all the next day! It was totally crazy! Hope next time I wont go out for four days non stop!
The main thing I understood, you can’t kill your pain and loneliness by drinking in a fancy clubs or chasing some guys you don’t even care about just to be with someone. You need to learn to face your problems and learn to live with them!
Hello))) It’s actually was my first trip to Peter. And you know why I decided to go there? A week ago one guy wrote me a message, asking where he should go to have fun with his friends in
It would be the end… But we both was so bored. And he was going to visit Peter for his friend’s
birthday. He asked me to fly there to have a coffee and I said yes). You can imagine how shocked he was). And so my trip begins)
I’ve booked two hotel’s for two nights because I wanted to have as much action as I could! Both of them was in a center and both was really great! All do Peter don’t have the same type of serves that 
weather).
On a first night we meet for a coffee in one of the most fashionable restaurants in Peter. We talked about everything and I really felt like knew him for a long time… All do he is a pervert bustard, it’s absolutely my type of a guy)) The serves and the food was perfect, and after that we moved to the clubs.
The clubs in Peter is nothing compare to 
styles. Meet people I’ve never meet before and drink drink drink!!!
On a next day it was so hard to get up to move to the other hotel! But I’m glad I’ve booked it, because in the other way it would be impossible to pick me up from bad at 11:30! And so with a help of my friend from Peter I went to see the day city.
The weather was perfect! And in a sunshine everything looked so beautiful! We walked thru all the center before I understood I need a place to sit and eat)
What came after… Well… I can only say, it was really fun!
Looking forward for a new week ends)
Here goes my first blog in here. I've never been smart and confident enough to believe that my writing would be actually interesting for other people. But somehow I just want to share my world with you and I'm trying to make it less boring then typical "my life" talking.
And one more thing… I’m from
