воскресенье, 17 мая 2009 г.

Final! Last fun day!

Yes, it's now over, Norway will welcome all the Europe next year. This time I decided to watch Eurovision in the press zone, got to tell you it was even more fun then in the arena!

P.S. More photos will be later, when photographers will send them to me,


You are really starting to feel like a star when they shooting how you watch TV :)))







пятница, 15 мая 2009 г.

Almost over ;(















And here what happens when Eurovision comes to Russia ;)





четверг, 14 мая 2009 г.

понедельник, 11 мая 2009 г.

пятница, 8 мая 2009 г.

My Eurovision!

Now I'm working as a journalist for the Eurovision. And that's how I spend my time :)









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вторник, 28 апреля 2009 г.

Another wired dream!

So this time me and my dad went to have a vacation in some foreigner country. And as we were riding on a sunny road we saw the shady castle up on the mountain. So we decided to go and see what it is.
We walked in, and saw that it's an hotel based in the really old building. So we asked the hostess, what was the building for, before in turned in to hotel.
The answer was saying that long time ago, the girls private school used to be located here. And something terrible happened to all on the girls. So the school was closed.
For some reason we decided to stay in the hotel, and as I was walking through it at night, I saw lady in ages wearing an old style closes (around1800 th), and she was walking to me.
So we stared to talk.... She told me that she is the teacher of the class that is studying here, than she showed me the girls and introduced me to her assistant, who was a middle age bold guy.
After a long talk we had, she told me that they are all immortal, and that if I want, I can be immortal too because of my family roots. It all sounded so right, just like I belong there... And the idea of being immortal was pretty attractive...
Only when I woke up from a sound of a very strong wind blowing though my window, I realised that being immortal in that castle would mean death for me.

Yap this is the king of the dreams I have)))
See ya next time, my friends!

среда, 8 апреля 2009 г.

OLD FUCKING TIMES!

Something like 3 years ago, back in the other life...
















пятница, 3 апреля 2009 г.

Normal?

Are you trying to be special?
Every day I'm starting my morning by trying to be little bit more like normal people. To be happy from the things that makes others happy, to care about stuff that's important to others, to act like people expect me to act. Why? So I won't end up alone in my room, writing this blog ;). And every time I start to get closer, every time I believe I can do that, something inside of me brakes and I just turn away from the world and hide inside my self, knowing that I just can't meet anyone like me...
It's nice to be different, but it's just really lonely.

четверг, 5 марта 2009 г.

Relationship!

What is it? Do we start relationship when we start to date, and do we really end it when we break up? And why is it only called relationship when two people have sexual interest in each other?

How about relationship between parents and they're children, or between friends? Aren't they important enough?

So what exactly do we call a relationship?

My friends are so much more important to me than anything else... They are more important than my family and of course they are more important than my boyfriends, because friendship is the thing for me that can last forever, friendship is something I can believe in, and aren't the love of your life supposed to be your best friend? Ok, I'm not saying that sex is not important part of life. But we all know that absolutely random sex can be pretty amazing! But we are people, not animals (well, at list some of us) and when we need help , when we are lonely, when we are happy or successful, who we want to share are life's with? Our lovers? No. Why? Because sex is just one of our needs, pretty fun need, but still, it's nothing more then an instinct. And again, aren't something you have between you and your lover can also be called relationship, just different one, the one where you care a little less.

So what is relationship? It is that communication you have between you and the other person. And how important it is, is only up to you... Just be careful, because from my experience people that crossed your road never live you completely even after they die.

But to finish on a more positive note, I would like to say thank you to my best friends, the ones that been there for me for many many years, who can see the real me and still love me. And to my new friends, the ones who were able to let me in to they're life's. Hope I won't disappoint you! You are the best relationship I've ever had!

Hugs ;)

What's it gonna be.

Here goes my first blog in here. I've never been smart and confident enough to believe that my writing would be actually interesting for other people. But somehow I just want to share my world with you and I'm trying to make it less boring then typical "my life" talking.


And one more thing… I’m from Moscow. So my English is not so good :).