пятница, 5 апреля 2013 г.
Today I got to think about all of the sex rules.
One one hand everybody knows that sex is fun, well almost everybody... And on the other, we are not supposed to have to much of it, we are supposed to go on several dates if we don't want to seem cheap and easy. And we are not supposed to be talking about it.
Couple of days ago I was in a bar and a guy came to me, asking if I wanted to have a drink, the moment I saw him, I knew I will not be interested in having an intercourse, and so I told him:
- You can, but I won't have sex with you.
Everyone around me, including a guy were shocked and offended. But why? Any woman or a man, being in a bar, can tell if they are interested in each-other within first 5 minutes, there rest is just foreplay. So isn't it more honest to just be clear about it?
I'll never believe that people come and get drunk in bars hoping to find their true love, we all come to have fun, drink and flirt. And in one out of a hundred times you'll see someone you are actually interested in (I'm not talking about bimbos and money bags). So why lie? Why can't we just do what we want to do and say what we wan't to say?
Why is it so hard for us to be honest? Even with ourselves?
четверг, 28 февраля 2013 г.
понедельник, 15 марта 2010 г.
We sometimes think it's love, or at list that it might be... But are we really in love of we are just on a hook?
Here is what happens when he (or she) don't really like you... But he still want to keep you.
1. You are usually the one to call.
2. When you are asking for a date, your partner usually says something like:
"Oh, let's keep in touch"
"I might have a business meeting tonight, but I'll call you if I can cancel"
"This was a really hard week, maybe soon?" etc
3.He's not really canceling meeting ;)
4.When you are angry because he didn't have time for you, he says something like
"I really like you! I'm just not ready for a serious commitment ...now."
"I don't want to have a girlfriend (boyfriend) at the moment" (He probably already have one)
"I really want to focus on my carer!"
5.After sex, you are not really welcome at his place, or he really, really need to go to work, meeting, friend, bla bla...(Come on, like you didn't think that it's not normal?)
6.You spend your weekend waiting for his call...)
7.When he doesn't call - you call... And he sounds confused.
"Well, it's only been 2 days... I had really important stuff to do! (yeah, on the weekend)
8.He asks you to wait... (For what?)
9.He thinks that open relationship might be a good idea.
10.He never say anything nice to you... Because it's not in his nature.
11.He says too much of nice things to you, but never do anything to prove it.
12.You don't get to meet his friends.
13.Usually, he doesn't buy you presents (even post cards)... (Believe me, he does that to some other girls)
14.Every time you are spending time with him, you feel like you own him something for the precious time he is spending on you.
15.If you would ever try to confront him, he would be avoiding this conversation as long as possible, but if you'll still push him, he'll dump you.
Have fun in your love life...;)
Hope I didn't ruined your day.
воскресенье, 17 мая 2009 г.
P.S. More photos will be later, when photographers will send them to me,
You are really starting to feel like a star when they shooting how you watch TV :)))
пятница, 15 мая 2009 г.
пятница, 8 мая 2009 г.
вторник, 28 апреля 2009 г.
We walked in, and saw that it's an hotel based in the really old building. So we asked the hostess, what was the building for, before in turned in to hotel.
The answer was saying that long time ago, the girls private school used to be located here. And something terrible happened to all on the girls. So the school was closed.
For some reason we decided to stay in the hotel, and as I was walking through it at night, I saw lady in ages wearing an old style closes (around1800 th), and she was walking to me.
So we stared to talk.... She told me that she is the teacher of the class that is studying here, than she showed me the girls and introduced me to her assistant, who was a middle age bold guy.
After a long talk we had, she told me that they are all immortal, and that if I want, I can be immortal too because of my family roots. It all sounded so right, just like I belong there... And the idea of being immortal was pretty attractive...
Only when I woke up from a sound of a very strong wind blowing though my window, I realised that being immortal in that castle would mean death for me.
Yap this is the king of the dreams I have)))
See ya next time, my friends!
среда, 8 апреля 2009 г.
пятница, 3 апреля 2009 г.
Every day I'm starting my morning by trying to be little bit more like normal people. To be happy from the things that makes others happy, to care about stuff that's important to others, to act like people expect me to act. Why? So I won't end up alone in my room, writing this blog ;). And every time I start to get closer, every time I believe I can do that, something inside of me brakes and I just turn away from the world and hide inside my self, knowing that I just can't meet anyone like me...
It's nice to be different, but it's just really lonely.
четверг, 5 марта 2009 г.
My friends are so much more important to me than anything else... They are more important than my family and of course they are more important than my boyfriends, because friendship is the thing for me that can last forever, friendship is something I can believe in, and aren't the love of your life supposed to be your best friend? Ok, I'm not saying that sex is not important part of life. But we all know that absolutely random sex can be pretty amazing! But we are people, not animals (well, at list some of us) and when we need help , when we are lonely, when we are happy or successful, who we want to share are life's with? Our lovers? No. Why? Because sex is just one of our needs, pretty fun need, but still, it's nothing more then an instinct. And again, aren't something you have between you and your lover can also be called relationship, just different one, the one where you care a little less.
So what is relationship? It is that communication you have between you and the other person. And how important it is, is only up to you... Just be careful, because from my experience people that crossed your road never live you completely even after they die.
But to finish on a more positive note, I would like to say thank you to my best friends, the ones that been there for me for many many years, who can see the real me and still love me. And to my new friends, the ones who were able to let me in to they're life's. Hope I won't disappoint you! You are the best relationship I've ever had!
What's it gonna be.
Here goes my first blog in here. I've never been smart and confident enough to believe that my writing would be actually interesting for other people. But somehow I just want to share my world with you and I'm trying to make it less boring then typical "my life" talking.
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