The Dream.

So I had one of those movie dreams. Where I was one of the main players. thy story line was this:

Company of a friends went for a vacation to some worm but northern worm type of a place. And one day they all were laying on a beach, there were two couples and one single girl - me. The other girls were acting bitchy to me and their boyfriends, so I decided to show off and started to flirt with the boys, while the girls left swimming.
On a next day we all were hanging out and playing with the water and I forgot to reserve the table for lunch. So as I was sitting in a bar and waiting, one of the guys from our company came to me and told me, that his girlfriend didn't show up and I can join him if I want. So I did.
We started to talk and it seemed that we had so much in common. Word after word he started to tell me that he has so much problems with his girlfriend and that they're not even having sex any more.
Somehow we end up at his place together.
The irony of the situation was in the fact that his girlfriend let me stay at her parents beautiful apartment there...

So... After we had sex, he decided to dump his girlfriend and of course I tried to stop him from doing that.

On a next scene he was talking to his friends and telling them that he's leaving his girl, that he met this other great woman and it's not just about sex, they have a connection. While I was sitting in his girlfriends apartment with her, listening about their problems and how he probably want to dump her. I was feeling terrible when I thought I heard his steps...
I tried to listen more carefully and realized that it's just my heartbeat.So I started to laugh and told the girl that I just missed her boyfriends steps with my heartbeat. And the second I told her, he knocked on a door.
She looked at me excited and said
- Oh my god! You could hear him from a mile, you're like a radar.
- Oh yes, like a radar, - I've answered, while walking to the door.
He started to walk in, and I knew, he wanted to say that he loves me and he want to be with me, so I shouted.
- Hey! What a coincidence, your girlfriend is here, torn away any went to take a shower.


On the third scene she was looking at the mirror (by the way the reflection was me), crying and saying to him:
- I know we are fucked up, and I know we did so many terrible things to each other, and I know I was acting bad lately.
And he was saying.
- No, listen to me, there is something I need to tell you, it's not all about you.
My heart stopped, as I was listening to there talk from the shower, I knew he's going to tell her.
Then she said:
- No it's me, it's all me, but what if we take love and care that we have for each other, - she was saying trough tears, - and just send it to all the bad things that happened to us, what if we really gonna try, because I love you so much and I don't wanna lose you...
He turned to her and said:
- Of Course darling, lets try again, and hugged her.

In the lust scene I was standing in the shower, crying (the really sad music was playing in a background) and watching how the water from the shower hits the floor. I knew, nobody loved me...





I woke up from the pain I was feeling and decided to have a tea and write about this story.
P.S. It was in English.
;)