They hurt us, they love us, they leave us, they say they’re sorry… There is no point of saying sorry after all. What’s done is done. Guys! If you don’t want to be with us, then be brave enough to let us go! Don’t follow us with you’re sorry words, they only hurts, don’t try to destroy our personal life! Remember, that you are the one’s who left! If you leave us, leave. Because we can’t say no, to the one’s we love.
But if, but if…
Hello from nowhere =)Uh…. It’s always like this… When I’m at the store I’m saying to myself -"You don’t want to smoke, don’t buy cigarettes". And than when I’m sitting at home with out one I’m ready to kill for it!=) And specially now, when I have a great dilemma! I don’t want to stay at home in misery but if I’ll go out I’ll see so many people I
don’t want to see and don’t want to face along… So I have a choice between facing my thought’s along of facing people I’m not ready to see… Any way I’m facing my fears.
What should I do? Who knows?
Hello friends! I was already going to bad when this thought came to me. I was just thinking about my last weeks and my future.
Two weeks ago I couldn’t imagine that everything will be like it is now. Like this interesting moment – I had conflicts at work and I thought my friend would help me make a
better relation with my coworker and now my coworker helps me to forget my friend…
Things that was supposed to be hard just disappeared, and friendship that I thought would last forever, went away in one day.
I miss you my friends…
Why do you always have to go?
Here we go again! This time I wanted to talk about things I love more than everything in my life.
e time we see just the day’s and the night’s (Mostly night’s in my case=). But isn’t it great to just walk along in the evening with a nice music in you’re iPod…The smells of nature getting stronger and the hit of the city going down! Thought’s of happiness comes to my had in this kind of moments! 
is really hard, because cigarettes made my life so romantic! If you don’t smoke, don’t read this!=) Maybe its movies but it’s amazing how a cigarette can torn a shitty moment’s in to something really romantic and beautiful! I have a lot of shitty moments, and the lust thing I want to do is to live in the reality when this moments comes! Ah… Life is hard!I think that’s it for now=)))
Any best things in you’re life you want to share?
Well here I am... Sitting home along. Again. Thanks to my house kipper apartment is finally clean! I think she is always really shocked of how a girl can live like that!!! But well I work like a guy, drink like a guy… Why can’t I live like a guy=)Ok, back to my loneliness.
I don’t look like lonely person. I have enough money, pretty good job, so someone is always around me. But I’m a typical miserable human being! Why? Because somewhere inside me I
don’t know how to be happy. I only feel alive when some drama comes to my house. But I’ve never wanted to be like that! And I really, really want to be happy! I try to change myself every day… But probably problem is not just in me. All this club’s and showbiz crowd, they don’t know how to be friends and I don’t want bulshit people around me. So I always say truth and always stay along.
A lot of people want to know me, but nobody wants to stay. A lot of guys want to have me but no one want to keep me. This is a sad part of my life. But it’s not all sad! I have my great moments! I’ll tell about them in my next note! See ya=)
Here goes my first blog in here. I've never been to smart and to shore in my self to believe that something I would write people will actually like to read. But than I thought – Hey, I’m not so special so what, I still have some
ideas I would like to share with people.I’m not going to write about fashion and TV here. Lust thing I want to do after eight years of work in show biz is talk about it in my free time! So fashion and glum lovers, sorry this blog wont be to interesting for you for you. And one more… I’m from
Well let’s skip explaining and go straight to bloging!
Here goes my first blog in here. I've never been smart and confident enough to believe that my writing would be actually interesting for other people. But somehow I just want to share my world with you and I'm trying to make it less boring then typical "my life" talking.
And one more thing… I’m from
